i feel completely alone and nobody around me really ever gaf about how i feel or just about me in general and my fam doesn’t care or take me seriously they say they do but i don’t feel like they do…they make me feel like crap sometimes and it really pisses me off and i don’t have to balls to tell them thats why im writing it on a blog that no one can see because id like to look back on this when i become somebody and see how far ive come. i feel like i have nothing or no one. my dad is there but not there he doesn’t care and never takes me seriously i feel like if he is willing to pay for stuff for my lil sis like her viola and her dance and other stuff she wanted like the iPod but he doesn’t want to buy me shoes or cloths or just pay for basketball he loves her more i had really good grades this 4th quarter and she didn’t and he still willing to do nothing foe me but everything for her it makes me sad enough that i could cry i cry about this everyday almost and ik i said i don’t need a father or i act like i don’t care but i really do i care the most but he just doesn’t see it. and my mom is my heart if anything were to ever happen to her id die and ik she doesn’t have the money to buy me anything because my sis college stuff but sometime i wish she would even pay attention to me or just take me out or idk i feel distant from her i guess idk what it is but i just don’t feel very loved and now getting to my sister well tazhae is the one thats going to college and i feel like she couldn’t care less about me she shows me no appreciation and no respect or love just nothing i feel as though she doesn’t care about how much i alone have sacrificed for her she wants what she wants and no one else matters..and tyler we used to be so close and we fell apart because..well i don’t really know why she started to distance herself after alot o stuff has happened to her and sometimes i feel like she only cares abot her phone nd laptop because shes able to talk to dani with those around…raegan well shes just raegan and we’ve gotten close but she doesn’t really understand much about how i feel and she can be really mean to me sometimes and it hurts when she acts like she dgaf bout me….but there all still my fam my mom,dad,and sister mean a hella lot to me and it kills me to see them down or unhappy and anything in between so i do everything in my power to see to it that there happy no matter what even if it means sacrificing my happiness forever because i love them with all my heart and would die if anything ever happened to them :(( i just had to let this all out because i don’t want to talk tom them about it because ik ill get alot of denial or it gonna make them sad…so ill keep it to myself and this blog… :’((((
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“Forgive but dont Forget” — #WordsOfRyan
ughhhh my day was emotionally draining i was sooo pissed off for the longest time at lyk one person becuzz i hate when people lie….den it got better around the end before 5th mod :)): it was okayy
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im goin to upload videos of me and my lil sis doin things like rapping and singing and jus bein our crazy selves <3 #BecauseImME
Me and my sissy Reagan